Jess King - Truth Serum (PTSD Song) Lyrics

I dive off the deep end
Only to find no water
Vision fills my head
Demons I forget
And then they slip away
Like a truth serum
Flowin' through
Keep comin' back to you
Healing me with the pain
It's all outta sequence
Memories lie, emotions stay
Nothing between us but mistakes
Now I leave my body
I'm watching us now from high above
Wondering when is it enough
Flashback, hit rewind
Same scene every time
Door slam, your angry eyes
I'm too scared to fight
I try to hide my face
Refuse to meet your gaze
And suddenly you're gone
Like a truth serum
Flowin' through
Keep comin' back to you
Healing me with the pain
Years pass, leaving scars
Time stopped in your car
Dreams die quietly
Secrets I won't say
And still it don't explain
Was this love or hate
Keep comin' back for more
Like a truth serum
Flowin' through
Keep comin' back to you
Healing me with the pain
Like a truth serum
Washing through
Leadin' me back to you
Haunting me with the shame
Sometimes when I close my eyes it all replays
And suddenly you're gone