Am I so sure existence is a living hell?
What about the fun I had with you?
Was that just social habit?
Forced by nature to try and have it all?
Regret is easy fallback
I'm not blaming anyone but God
What a cruel and selfish deadbeat dad
Leaves his children with nothing lasting?
Is this a mortal construct
Are we the subjects in some plan?
If I can stop this thinking
Will I enjoy it somewhat then?
Is this just social habit?
Forced by nature to try and have it all?
Regret is easy fallback
I'm not blaming anyone but God
I forget that past and future fade
And all we know is the present that we make
If I can find the moment
Will time stop entirely
If I become one with it
Maybe I'll find eternity?
Am I so sure?