Why have I fallen in love with the pain I pushed away
It's been a long long time since I've felt remotely ok
With letting myself be
With letting myself breathe
Breathe in slowly
Let go of pain to which I cling
But clinging is freeing in a certain light
When you settle yourself to give up
Don't fight this feeling that pulls you deeper
This weight that drags you farther
Into a soft lean away
Into a soft lean away
From being free
Slay this beast with me
Slay this beast in me
Slay this beast with me
Slay this beast in me
Slay this beast with me
Slay this beast in me
Slay this beast with me
Slay this beast in me
Why have I fallen in love with the pain I pushed away
It's been a long long time since I've felt remotely ok
With letting myself be
With letting myself breathe
Breathe in slowly
Let go of pain to which I cling