Jeremiah Douglas - Strawberry Cloud Lyrics

Where would I be if I wasn't attractive
I talk a lot of shit, never getting my ass kicked
I tell 'em suck a dick I'll get love in my casket
They'll love me when I'm rich PR gifts in my basket
He's loves my confidence he don't know what I'm lacking
I tell him no offense there's no love you're just packing
Right now I'm on the fence if I'm cool in the past tense
Nigga acting dense tell him quit all that acting
I'll sing all of my songs if I don't smoke my lungs out
I thought he was my man but to him we just hung out
I wish we could hold hands in the park with the sun out
I canceled all my plans for the day poured the fun out
I just need that real love
Someone who can love me
If you think it's your job
Put no one above me
Maybe I'm a whole lot
Maybe I'm just ugly
Baby If I'm all you got
Put no one above me
Keep me in 1st place
I never had to work for your heart in the first place
I said I'm lifting off like a hoe in her first lace
I wanna just be soft you're the boss of my earth space
I need you like the air but I'm damned if I begged for it
New for love is for unfair like being crushed with head board
You're living unaware of the way that my life is
I'm drowning in despair letting cries out in crisis
I'll smoke another 8th
Go to bed it's getting late
Faking it like I do porn
And your falling for the bait
Cause I'm not the happy friend
I'm not happy that we're friends
I just need that real love
Someone who can love me
If you think it's your job
Put no one above me
Maybe I'm a whole lot
Maybe I'm just ugly
Baby If I'm all you got
Put no one above me