Jeremiah Douglas - Clouded Lyrics

Call me up at one
Know that I'm up late
Call me cause your drunk
You know that your not gay

I'm in over my head
Thinking you could change
We f*ck, I give you head
Then I wake up from the strange

Dream I had about you thinking we could be
It's really not about you has to do with me
Cause I could never out you, tell your family
But I wish you could be down to spend your time with me

Know I'm not the best
Know you got a lot of girls banging on your chest
Probably see a lot of girls and can I just confess
Im not mad if im in outer world and out of the contest

It's fine
Leave me behind
Just don't get my hope up

It's fine (I miss you)
Leave me behind (wanna kiss you)
Just don't get my hopes up

Pray you get a model broad like on the tv
Picket fence modeled yard tire swings in trees
Not hating I'm proud of y'all it's ok w me
I just wanna be cut off the cord nigga let me free

Wish I didn't feel
And I didn't look for love
So my mind wouldn't have to heal
I wouldn't have to open up
I'd cut ties and love you still
Use my pride to sober up
Fight the battles that you feel
Make you feel to bad to trust

Love me
Wish I had a nigga who looked at me ugly

Getting older and I think love is above me

Wish you could hold my hand and tell me that you love me

But

You won't
It's not real
We don't bone and I don't feel
Life's impersonal
Life's unreal
Why's my person a guy I feel

He hates me
He just wants attention he wouldn't date me
Is my life suspension why are the days bleak
Is it maybe
That I'm crazy

It's fine
Leave me behind
Just don't get my hope up

It's fine
Leave me behind
Just don't get my hope up

Let me
Go
It's all an accident but nigga you know
I try to dry my eyes they're starting to pour
What's it for
Am I more to you?

Let me
Go
It's all an accident but nigga you know
I try to dry my eyes they're starting to pour
What's it for
Am I more to you?