[ Featuring Struggle Jennings ]
Had a dream I had a hole in my boat and it was sinking
Talking to my shrink she like struggle what you thinking
Drinking to suppress it I know it won't correct it
Trying not to stress it but refusing to accept it
Their intentions kinda muddy but I have a clear objective
These negative thoughts just get worse if I neglect it
Toxic ass people are full of shit so septic
Life's a big booty so I cherish and caress it
The devils in a blue dress oooo I undress it
Hold up let's address it I'll die for my domestic
Am I too protective yes I am of course
A hater half step I'm gonna move at full force
Sometimes I forget all my sorrows and I can't keep my head out of the clouds
But some days I feel damaged and hollow and I can't stop the tears from falling down
It's the highs and the lows
I try to hold composure
My emotions all over like a roller coaster
I grew up hustling
Try to turn a corner
The police was hot like a summer down in florida
Praying for a sunny day like southern california
My life been bumpy like a dirt road in georgia
Move around state to state trying to find a place that's safe
Help me please
I was blind but now I see amazing grace
And with depression we all deal with it different
See as for me is obesity and alcoholism
Got a cup full of codeine
Paper full of killer weed
When I'm f*cked up that's the only time i'm feeling free
I crack the window just enough so I can feel the breeze
Swear to god tomorrow I'm gonna do things differently
Sometimes I forget all my sorrows and I can't keep my head out of the clouds
But some days I feel damaged and hollow and I can't stop the tears from falling down
It's the highs and the lows
I try to hold composure
My emotions all over like a roller coaster
