[ Featuring Struggle Jennings ]
My only enemy is
My only enemy is
My only
Woke up this morning
Said a prayer to the lord
And I know I really want peace
But i've been preparing for war
And i've been rolling and going
Just trying to work through the madness
And I know that deep inside my soul's become a circus of sadness
Inside i feel hollow
Try to fill it up with this bottle
And I feel the poison take over with every pill that i swallow
Tomorrow I'ma do better won't place the blame on whoever
No longer tear myself apart i swear that it's a new eera
Have you ever dealt with depression to the point you just sit and wail
Tell me
Have you ever really contemplated killing yourself
Well me too
But it's something bout music makes me not feel alone
When I'm high
It's something happens during my favorite song
I realize
My only enemy is me
I'm up against something I can't beat
Well i'm good at putting on a show
But in my mind it ain't how it goes
My only enemy is me
Complicated but so simple
Been burning down my own temple
Lit the flame arsonist
My warning signs aren't hard to miss
My (biggest) rival is apart of me
Im guilty baby just pardon me
The warrior that's inside of me is always at war with the heart in me
I oughta be a lot stronger we endured stuff that's been so tough
Pour my heart out of an empty bottle to a full cup all for what
Cuz it Spills over into the kitchen floor where I end up and I cry for more
My heart is yours but my mind is missing
My timings late and that clock is ticking
It's almost up And I'm not dippin
I watch my step so I'm not trippin
But I still stumble and I fell in love I'm crashin down baby catch me now
A train wreck at full speed on a broken track
I can't hold me back
Crack a big smile to cover big pain of a little lie that's a big fact
My only enemy is me
I'm up against something I can't beat
Well i'm good at putting on a show
But in my mind it ain't how it goes
My only enemy is me
