[ Featuring kimmyt ]
I'm so alone
Lately I've been having thoughts on my own
Thinking bout us and how it all went down
And I was so wrong
For the way I treated u
Now thinking back
I wasted so much time
Smoking and drinking bout those childish fights
And I still hate myself
But u moved on so well
Why does it have to end like this
Why can't I move on forget about this
I f*cked it up
And I paid the price
Yet it still lingers in the back of my mind
I know I wasn't the best of them all
I was too angry about small stuff
I broke your heart
I was too toxic
And now I still can't try to move on
You broke my heart in a million pieces
Didn't want to break it off but you gave me reasons
I took all the shit u said u broke my heart, made me feel dead
I put up a fight but nothing could break my heart just like you did
When you got mad and were toxic
Cause boy I thought I really liked u but I found out that there was something wrong inside your heart
You f*cked it up u f*cked me over
Something was happening when u started acting colder
I thought u were mine
But you treated me like shit
Gave you all of my time
And you left me with no better options
Why does it have to end like this (end like this)
Why can't I move on forget about this (forget about this)
I f*cked it up (you f*cked it up)
And I paid the price (you paid the price)
Yet it still lingers in the back of my mind
I know I wasn't the best of them all (best of them all)
I was too angry about small stuff (about small stuff)
I broke ur heart (you broke my heart)
I was too toxic
And now I still can't try to move on
