Jel - Lost (feat. Smitty) Lyrics

I had a talk with the other side
Other side
Said i was different from everybody
Everybody
I gotta go through just to elevate
Elevate
But that put my mind in a different place
Ahh ahh ahh
I dont know which way im going
Sometimes a nigga feel lost
Had to take a couple L's and bounce back
Cause a nigga fell off
I really wish i knew my father
Nobody can feel that part
He might night been there for me as a youngin
But i wish right now we can talk
Cause i been going through lately
I found out life was hard
And still i carry his name
Im just trynna ease my pain
I was raised by my momma
But without pops aint the same
Please help me ease my pain
All that i breath is pain
Fell off but i gotta bounce back
Stay low till the paper stack
No new friend dont know how to act
Even with fam i gotta step back
Look what was done to me
Showed i was strong now they done with me
Im sure the devil having fun with me
I see you dont want what i want for me
Now i had a talk with the other side
They said i was different from everybody
I gotta go through just to elevate
Thats put my mind in a different place
Came from the hood with paper plates
Now I'm up in the woods with a fireplace
Some people would say that i made it
The present will soon be faded
I dont know which way im going
Sometimes a nigga feel lost
Had to take a couple L's and bounce back
Because a nigga fell off
I really wish i knew my father
Nobody can feel that part
He might night been there for me as a youngin
But i wish right now we can talk
Because i been going through lately
I found out life was hard
And still i carry his name
Im just trynna ease my pain
I was raised by my momma
But without pops aint the same
Please help me ease my pain
All that i breath is pain
I don't know which way I'm going
But I'm striving for the greatest
Pussy niggas tryna to play me
But i been on my knees lately
Praying to god for a foreign
And some money for my babys
Ain't got no kids but my momma
She been wanting a Mercedes
I want bands for my brothers
We gon make it out this struggle
They walk by us and they laugh
Now they screaming cause they love us
Been on my ass like no other
Got addicted to the grind
Only mission kill the opposition
Dedicated taking what was mine
I put pain in my verses
Singing cause i grew up in them churches
If you don't know me better listen closely
Finger f*ck the game like a virgin
Was down on my last
Ain't have nun to give
But never changed on my purpose
Was down on my last
Ain't have nun to give
But never changed on my purpose
I dont know which way im going
Sometimes a nigga feel lost
Had to take a couple L's and bounce back
Cause a nigga fell off
I really wish i knew my father
Nobody can feel that part
He might night been there for me as a youngin
But i wish right now we can talk
Cause i been going through lately
I found out life was hard
And still i carry his name
Im just trynna ease my pain
I was raised by my momma
But without pops aint the same
Please help me ease my pain
All that i breath is pain
Going
Off
Fell off
Falling
That part
Talk
Lately
Hard
Pain