When I soon feel numb inside
When I feel broken and tired
I think I need to feel alive
I'm sunk and swallowed in the line
And now I feel like someone's watching
Paranoid I change my proxy
I had a dream I killed him nicely
I try to keep it all inside
I try to keep it all inside me
I try to lock up the insanity
I want somebody to free me
Try to keep it all inside me
Shit I'm coming down
I don't wanna see the ground
I don't wanna look up to the light
I wanna be high
What's the point of being alive?
I don't wanna be a cog
In a machine that's made to die
Now I'm feeling my anxiety
Slit my wrists I feel everything
Pop a pill to feel nothing
Oh my god someone kill me please
Try to keep it all inside me
I can't keep it all inside me