Jefu - In My Aquarium There's Cigarette Artwork Lyrics

If I left a postcard I hope that you care
For most of my failures I'm not even there
Wrap my head round the thought of being alone
In the end it's ok, I jump in the unknown

Let's take an all expense paid trip
To the room, where we can go anywhere
We move like motels without movin lips
My hair still messy from when we kissed
I'm gonna take you to the bottom of the aquarium
Let's go down, you won't drown when you got no lungs

My mind is just a crazy mess of cigarette art work
I bet it's killing me alive
I bet the mistress is the mother, they got photos of eachother
They still livin out their lives
And I just wanna be free from the hate of the mob
Can you see that I'm wasting my wine
And I love that you care that my mind is mess
Would drive a hundred miles and couldn't waste my time

Let's take an all expense paid trip
To the room, where we can go anywhere
We move like motels without movin lips
My hair still messy from when we kissed
I'm gonna take you to the bottom of the aquarium
Let's go down, you won't drown when you got no lungs

It's a Different postman with different looking cards
And the postcard that I sent to your house
Same message, but now more time has passed
And I still feel like I'm often alone now
And those colors are fading, no photos remaining
I burned them in the fire with my conscience
And I settled a score with the devil, by playing poker with fire
And the smell of the danger is my favorite fragrance

Feeling like I'm maxed out
Run it like the cash now
Sweater on the man gotta carry a message
Feeling like it's all clout
Run it like the cash now
Better off unsolved with a bandage
It'll be the death of me
When I jump off the balcony
Just so I can see how to fly
It'd be the greatest comedy
To see how high the commas be
So I can see the kids fight when i die