Jee Em - Faith in Me (feat. Duecey Montana & PohSi13bilities) Lyrics

Things got off to a rocky start
Faith apostolic is where god started to show me your heart
Mine was breaking
God was mending
One giant obstacle in my path
Forgiveness
Now I'm trying to catch a lion
Deep within so I don't sin
Money's a temptation got me close to giving in
A cold hard brick would look good when it's flying in the wind
Oh, can't go back to that again
Learn to control my anger when I'm mad again
I feel it getting bad again what's happening
My son was born and if I hear a snowblower at 6:30 ima spaz again
Fighting demons, they only want my green
They only come around to kick me when I'm down expect apologies from me it's funny
I got trust issues I'm wondering if I can

You can put your faith in me
I promise to turn the page
That part of me has burned away don't leave
Just please wait for me
I'm nothing like the way I was
I know that you've had enough but you can put your faith in me.

I never meant let you down
Tried my best to make you smile
I won't ever fake it
Looks like it's gonna take a while
I hear you scream it to my face you're happier when left alone
Judgements ain't gonna break my spirit
I'm only here to set the tone
If you'd please believe in me
I know I'm f*cking greedy
You could easily alleviate your stress and hiding secretly
Conveniently the tables turn but I'm awake to change em quick
My heart was filled with zero f*cking decency it made me sick
Maybe no one else would see how selflessly I changed my ways
If you need help me please I came to try and make you stay
I wish you could just welcome me but that's seldomly the way it goes
And everytime you yelled at me
Was proof of all the pain imposed
Claimed the world while playing roles
Focused on attaining goals
Game I chose to play exposed a strain
And proved it takes it's toll
You think that you're breaking me
It's so f*cking plain to see the shame from being made to be the one.

You can put your faith in me
I promise to turn the page
That part of me has burned away don't leave, just please wait for me
I'm nothing like the way I was
I know that you've had enough but you can put your faith in me

For me it's been so hard to change
The old me is an evil twin
Pain feels like a needle pin
It pays to start believing in
What way could I inform you of the important shit to report to you
Refuse to resort to going through a divorce due to distorted views
Made a lot of dumb mistakes
Standing here cleaning out my closet
Screaming for you to win this battle when I'm clearly the one who caused it
Who else can I tell my stories to
Nobody else is even worth it
I've matured
I've learned how much you love me and I don't deserve it
No matter what they thrown at us
We've grown so much from where we started
If you told me I could travel back in time and shit would be restarted
It would take me back to the very moment at the very first second that I met her
Instead of being foolish I'd let her know I meant to be a repenter
Present to her the incentive to give me the benefit of the doubt and try to prevent her
From ever questioning her worth
Remember I just want her to be in my center
Normally impatient so I'm waiting here to face the music
Daily I would make excuses
Changed and not afraid to prove it

You can put your faith in me
I promise to turn the page
That part of me has burned away don't leave
Just please wait for me
I'm nothing like the way I was
I know that you've had enough but you can put your faith in me.