J.Edi - Goodbyes Lyrics

I hate goodbyes

Yea
Alright now now now alright
Alright now now now alright
Alright now now

I still re
Member the first time I ever laid eyes on ya
You had so many other guys on ya
But then you pull up on me and I seen, that lil smile on ya
And since that day man I could spot it from a mile on ya
We get to speaking and and I was a lil shy but
I got ya Instagram that was enough to make me wild for ya
And I admit had me hesitant
Months go by we steady dm-ing and I don't know why
I didn't ask you out sooner tho but f*ck it it happened
You rolled up to my school saying you was looking for smoke
Like girl chill
I just got done singing for real
I was feeling myself
So I asked ya what's the deal
Fast forward we was going on steady I must admit
Shit got real real quick it's like our chemistry mixed
So beautifully. I slick bout you a lil jewelry
Merry Christmas baby I hope you know how much you to me
That's about how it started and After that/ I was off to LA, New Zealand, and Aussie ville
We video chatted every day
Gurl it was crazy
Our time-zones so different
You was staying up late
And I was getting up early
Brush my teeth in a hurry
Gotta talk to my girly
I hope that she ain't been worried
I ask, you bout ya day, and proceed to tell you my yesterday
You told me you love me I told you that shit'll never fade
I promise that I'll never forget you
I promised that I'd always protect you
But now I feel it's you that looking down making sure we all safe
Throughout the day, know you watching from a much better place
July 4th when Chuy called me I was up in the rock
Lighting bottle rockets with my 4 brothers the Chac's
He told me that story's was true, and i only felt shock
That's when I knew, hid in my room, and let the tears drop

Aye let me talk to her one more time
'Fore we wrap it up
I swear all this shit from the bottom of my heart
I couldn't make this story up if I tried to
Yea

And yesterday I was dreaming
It was back in December
I was on the other side of world doña remember?
Shit, I'm try-not to cry, let me keep thinking
I really think I been doing fine I ain't been drinking but
In this dream You was wit me Auckland
Like the FaceTimes only this time it was awesome
I gave you such a big hug feeling your arms then
I seen that lil smile I ain't seen in a while
You hadda white fur coat
With the turtle necklace
Girl ya glew like a angle
I just felt protected
No more hole in my chest no unrest it was the best
Then I woke up and reached out but, you wasn't next to me
That's when I realized it was just, a dream
If it seem too good, it usually be
I check my phone hoping messages from you is what I'll see
Then I realized that you sent me the messages in my sleep

Rest in peace to all my angels
I ain't got no hook for this
I just kinda wrote, wrote down what i felt
But imma put something from a old song on here I guess
We gone let it run

As time goes the night grows
A little bit darker
The stars get smaller
Your eyes become harder and harder to keep open
Just keep hoping
Soon enough you'll drink enough to keep going
As time goes the night grows
A little bit darker
The stars get smaller
Your eyes become harder and harder to keep open
Just keep hoping
Soon enough we'll drink enough to keep going