J.Dn - Introdvction Lyrics

I gotta flush my feelings down the drain
It's like I can't trust my feelings, my brain always leads me astray
And I can't get my time back, I wish I knew that it would end this way
Tryna feel some, pop 10, pop 20 till the pills done
Diamonds bright, but I haven't seen the real sun
Up all night, early morning nigga, head gone
Real slow, real dumb
Can't think, but I still make that bread come
Do I gotta die just to feel something
When I die, will I make it to Elysium
It's like I gotta flush my feelings
Hoe it's f*ck your feelings
I'm running it up with the villains, these bands gon lead me astray
I'm on these drugs again, I hope I see another day