Yeah
See the paint on my face?
That's how I be smilin' now
I've been broken since like 12 and now I'm spiralin' out
I'm seein' demons invade in me and I'm wonderin' how
'Cause I thought me and God were chillin' now I'm falling down
If you think money is joy then why don't you pay the price?
Oh yeah you did but I forgot it didn't make you right
Felt more fulfilled when I had nothin' than with shinin' lights
'Cause at least I had a soul that was winnin' its fights
I see the world in a place invaded by false perceptions
And if you think that I'm wrong then tell me what's your perspective?
Maybe scratchin' the surface of things is dangerous
'Cause that don't lead to nothin' but accomplishin' the wrong objective
Steppin' forward too much might lead you to step back some
Call me soft while I'm fighting I only see you run
Pressed about a time of loneliness you took me from
Who I was meant to be was happier with who I was
Take me back
Take me back to who I was before
Take me back to where I had joy no worries and so much more
Take me back
Take me back uh
No one feels how I feel
I'm alone in my thoughts and I need somebody uh
Always refreshing gettin' stabbed in the back by my friends
And praying God forgive 'em knowing this isn't the end
I've never felt so hollow pain is settling on my skin
Growing up was a joke but now this isn't pretend nah
I wanna feel how I did where I didn't have to worry
Saw happy clearly as a child but now he's gettin' blurry
Sweat in my sheets as I sleep feel the fear in a hurry
Asking for help on a daily basis don't think they heard me
Trying to seek help for my mental I need a breakthrough
They told me I'm not the one and that's why I take two
They'll try to help when I jump I'll say I'm the same dude
That y'all made fun of and doubted so I don't need you
Always craved what I now have still not enough I guess
How many failures and flaws until I can finally rest?
Apologies to my loved ones I know I'm not the best
They said I won't cry forever let's put that to the test
Take me back
Take me back to who I was before
Take me back to where I had joy no worries and so much more
Take me back
Take me back uh
No one feels how I feel
I'm alone in my thoughts and I need somebody uh
I need somebody uh