Jcam - Mixed Drinks and Mixed Emotions Lyrics

I got mixed drinks
I got mixed emotions
I begin to sink
Bottom of the ocean
Bottom of the cup
You just left me hopeless

Fill it right back up
Bottoms up again
Bottoms up again!
Bottles in the air!
It's a brand new year
Yet I'm the same old me
Same problems, same issues got a hold of me
All started on the day that, you let go of me

I gave you a part of me that nobody's ever seen
Now you're gone and all I got is this hole in me
I've been tryna fill it in
Liquor doesn't fill it
Yeah it helps me for a minute
Then it all begins to kick in
And I am wishing that
I could revisit the past
And do everything you asked
But all that's in my hands
Is a glass bottle I'm passed out
All of my memories blacked out
It's all fading

I got mixed drinks
And mixed emotions
I've had six drinks
Think I need some more cuz
All the memories
They are takin' their toll on me
I got mixed drinks
And mixed emotions
I've had six drinks
Think I need some more cuz
All the memories
They are takin' their toll on me
They're takin their toll on me

Do I move on?
Do I let you go?
Do I leave the past in the past?
I don't know
Do I keep trying?
Do I keep pressing?
Do I try to show you that my love is endless?
I'm not really sure
I'm lost in the pain and the hurt in my soul
I just want you to know
Life without you isn't life at all
Pour another shot I can't take it no more
I wanna be happy but I'm stuck in the road
I don't know what way to go it's like I'm stuck in neutral
Do I keep trying do i f*cking let you go?
I always have that feeling that eventually I'll win you back
On top of that I feel like you will never crack
Like I'm wasting my time, cuz I'll never ever win you back
So I pour another glass to the brim and I tip it back

I got mixed drinks
And mixed emotions
I've had six drinks
Think I need some more cuz
All the memories
They are takin' their toll on me
I got mixed drinks
And mixed emotions
I've had six drinks
Think I need some more cuz
All the memories
They are takin' their toll on me
They're takin' their toll on me

Velvet and coke, that's my go to
Whatever it takes, I'd do it to show you
That it's only you, it's only you
But you don't see that so I'm forced with the question
Do I move on or keep trying to get ya?
But I can't answer it
So I fill up the cup and tip it back again

I got mixed drinks
And mixed emotions
I've had six drinks
Think I need some more cuz
All the memories
They are takin' their toll on me
I got mixed drinks
And mixed emotions
I've had six drinks
Think I need some more cuz
All the memories
They are takin' their toll on me
I got mixed drinks
And mixed emotions
I've had six drinks
Think I need some more cuz
All the memories
They are takin' their toll on me
I got mixed drinks
And mixed emotions
I've had six drinks
Think I need some more cuz
All the memories
They are takin' their toll on me
They're takin' their toll on me