Jcam - knife Lyrics

All that pride, wish you could take it off
Maybe I could be the man to sing your favorite song
Been countin' times for countin' times that you said I'm wrong
Funny 'cause I feel like I ain't even known you that long
Counted minutes, counted hours listenin' to your lies
And that's the reason why this is a bittersweet goodbye
When life is toxic, makes me feel I'm gonna lose my mind
That's why I pray you'd hold my hand and not just hold a knife
Wish it didn't have to be like this
And wish I didn't fall for all the devil's tricks
I remember when bein' alone was my only wish
But my loved ones always loved me, I turned my back on them
It's so sad my wish came true I'm lonely
I love my family and the people I denied, I'm sorry
I love God, I know that I've been distant, but You're worthy
I'm tryin' to climb back, but the mountains high, I'm in the valley
I reach out
Yes, I reach out to you
I reach for love
I'm hopin' life will treat me better, I say
All that pride, wish you could take it off
Maybe I could be the man to sing your favorite song
Been countin' times for countin' times that you said I'm wrong
Funny 'cause I feel like I ain't even known you that long
Counted minutes, counted hours listenin' to your lies
And that's the reason why this is a bittersweet goodbye
When life is toxic, makes me feel I'm gonna lose my mind
That's why I pray you'd hold my hand and not just hold a knife
I know
I know you're sad to leave yourself
But, I know it will be better for your health
I know you cannot leave your life behind
And I know you don't this is the right time
All that pride, wish you could take it off
Maybe I could be the man to sing your favorite song
Been countin' times for countin' times that you said I'm wrong
Funny 'cause I feel like I ain't even known you that long
Counted minutes, counted hours listenin' to your lies
And that's the reason why this is a bittersweet goodbye
When life is toxic, makes me feel I'm gonna lose my mind
That's why I pray you'd hold my hand and not just hold a knife