Jcam - how do you sleep? Lyrics

Starry nights
Moon is bright
Hell's thoughts in my head are causin' the chills in my spine
Argued with one of my brothers, it made me too late to my bedtime
And now I can't sleep, I'm too busy thinkin' was it me or was I right
That's why I hopped on this song, even though I got problems tomorrow
I'll deal with them later, I love to keep procrastinating my sorrows
I'm filling my life with obsessions of people that's making me hallow
'Cause nobody loves me, I know, you can't tell me none different I swallowed
The pill already to numb all the joy I've been craving it's gone so
I might as well live in depression, my family been through it, this my mode
Open up that grave, it's time for me
This life's been a blast, but I need to break out my shell I am not free
Let's do it now the light's going out and I need to see
The sun so I can ask her how do you sleep?
How do you sleep?
How do you sleep?
Been at it for days it ain't working, can't figure it out, how do you sleep?
How do you?
How do you?
How you do it, is it 'cause you're proud of you?
I don't know if I could be less proud of me
Call it truth while they call it low self-esteem
Keep making cuts inside my soul, but I don't bleed
And maybe I need somebody that's loving to love me
Hear the angels singing every day and I flee
And I'm lonely again in the night you hear my screams
Open up that grave, it's time for me
This life's been a blast, but I need to break out my shell I am not free
Let's do it now the light's going out and I need to see
The sun so I can ask her how do you sleep?
Open up that grave, I'm leaving proud
This life's been a headache so I need make my departure out right now, uh
Let's do it now, I'm losing my patience, don't weep
'Cause soon you'll be calling me asking, "How do you sleep?"