Jcam - Back's Against the Wall Lyrics

Yo
I got nowhere to go
I feel so enclosed
How come nobody knows
My emotions are froze
Feel like I'm losin' control
I just wanna go home
Instead I'm stuck in a storm
I feel no remorse
I think I need to recourse
Can't take these demons no more
Set em' free I'm reborn!

Wait
Hold up
That ain't how it works I guess
I'm the one who dug this trench
Now I gotta climb out this mess
I'm tired of feeling upset
I'm tired of being obsessed
Someone toss me down a rope
I cannot f*cking take this stress
Not a chance I'll give up hope
Is it time to face this, yes
Rap music is how I cope
I guess that you could say I'm blessed
Say my prayers but in the end it's like

My back's against the wall
Nowhere to run and hide
Say my prayers to the man, upstairs not scared tonight
My back's against the wall
I've got to turn and fight
It's time to face my demons
Imma slay them tonight

Everybody got demons
Up to you who meets them
Everybody got secrets
Up to you to keep them
I got demons, I got problems
I got issues, Imma solve em
I'm just freakin being honest
My demons they sneak up on me
Late at night they freaking haunt me
I can't beat this it's exhausting
I'm in pieces please re-solve me
This shit is puzzling
My mind is tumbling
My stomachs rumbling
I'm Hungary, I am f*cking struggling with freedom
Release me I am pleading
At least give me a reason
I need to begin healing
Look at what I'm wielding
A peace to kill these demons
It's self love, gotta build myself up
Out of this hell hole that I dug

My back's against the wall
Nowhere to run and hide
Say my prayers to the man, upstairs not scared tonight
My back's against the wall
I've got to turn and fight
It's time to face my demons
Imma slay them tonight

My back's against the wall
Who the f*ck do I call
When this shit gets hard
My knees hit the floor
My hands begin to fold
I start talking to God
Take my negative thoughts
Throw them into a cage
Lock that shit up
And then I throw it away
Then I started to notice
Day by day by day
I get a little bit closer to the surface so I stay
Doin' what I'm doin'
Workin' towards renewin, myself
I've felt the life get syphoned
Out of my cells
Thought the sky fell
But it was just my world
Crashing down
So I dug a hole and I dug it down
To a place that I could not be found
Snapped out, began to climb back now
I'm not out but I'm about there cuz

My back's against the wall
Nowhere to run and hide
My back's against the wall
I've got to turn and fight
I'm backed against the wall
I'm getting out this hole, tonight