JBY NAS - Jaded Lyrics

Days after days
I was breaking my back
And I did it for them
I won't do it again

Back in the day
When they hated
I waited
I Prayed to the lord
That he give me this chance

I'm jaded
It's tainted
Manifesting the game
I'll kill it
I'm playing
This feeling amazing

Bag,I'm chasing
They talking they shit
And I'm boosting my ratings
Man look who u facing

You ain't equal to me

I got shooters wit me
Rockin MC
Crew
Tommy Hill On my feet

You niggas was weak
And I'm reaching my peak
Man I grew up with killas
And they packing that three

What else did u want
I'll tell u it's funny
When i would be happy
Life took it all from me

Took my granny
My auntie
My cousin they shot em
My brodie locked up
And they happy they got em

Yall heated
I see it
I know that
I need this
This shit is so deeper
My granny the reason

My only believer
I miss you Geneva
My brothers they need me
Forever they keeper

I could've been dealing
But I need it cleaner
I changed my demeanor
But niggas still sleeping

They said I was dreaming
My demons be screaming
I'll sell out the building
I need me a milly

I'm doper than
Bobby n Whitney
Be holding more power
Than fifty
I'm badder than
Biggie n diddy
This shit is
So tricky and risky
They watching
No Disney
Who really
Be wit me

My timer
Been ticking
My gift was
So hidden
All the shit
That I been in
Seen dope in
The kitchen

I couldn't
Stop sinning
Nobody would
Listen
They said I was tripping
Send duece to his mitten

I swear im the greatest
These nighas they hating
No time to be wasting
My picture I painted

I patiently waited
It's mine for the taken
I'm badder than Jason
They barely can face it

I'm holy
Like David and Jacob
They owe me
Ya story gotta ending
Like canon and able

This journey was painful
Lord know that I'm grateful
Put food on my table
When I wasn't able

I'm serious
I'm furious
These niggas
They curious
They dream of me losing
These niggas delirious
I don't understand it
My diamonds be they dancing

Water on water
She couldn't stop glancing
Lyrical slaughter
Im slanging each bars

Like a nigga got stronger
My pockets got longer
My circle got smaller
Like why do they bother
I'm soning these niggas
Like I was they father

I swear
I'm not selfish
If I had it
I'm helping
I'm counting my
Blessing
My voice
Was my weapon

It was That or the weslyn
That shit was tempting
Man I couldn't help it
I feel like a legend

These niggas they
Ride me no kamikaze
Man I'm feeling like Ali
Don't trusting nobody
They moving to rocky
Who really solid
Made granny a promise
And I'm living by it

But if a nigga want static
I'm letting him have it
They playing wit plastic
That 4 is fantastic
We giving them havoc
We running through traffic
They thinking it's March
We causing the madness

What was you thinking
You need to rethink it
You gotta be kidding
You'll show up as missing
I had to stop wishing
I'm making it happen