J-Bird - Bleeding (feat. Q. Walker) Lyrics

Indecision just won't go, they won't leave me alone; why am I still breathing
Sometimes it's hard to sleep, my emotions bury me I lie in my bed bleeding
They just won't understand, I'm the shell of a broken man; my heart is still freezing
Sometimes it's hard to sleep, my emotions bury me I lie in my bed bleeding, yeah

What am I doing they say I have been fighting with angels and demons
I have been lost cut off a lot of my people they're holding me back from achievement
All in my zone I just been struggling through it been feeling like I wanna leave it
Deep in my sole I feel a fire ignite these lyrics are keeping me breathing
Look, I helped a lot of people but they never got me back
Damn now I'm feeling off track
F*ck the industry man this shit is all wack man this shit is straight facts
I had a vision with lots of ambition with vivid descriptions of stacks to the ceiling
But then I grew up and the music was distant
It was driving me crazy like Walter and Pinkman
Yeah, somebody help me this time
I feel like I'm losing my mind trapped in my rhymes
Killing um line after line but maybe I'm wasting my time
But when will I find a way to get out of this darkness and
Shine, some light on my grind as the time fades away and the walls turn to gray
I been feeling like I wanna die, yeah

Indecision just won't go, they won't leave me alone; why am I still breathing
Sometimes it's hard to sleep, my emotions bury me; I lie in my bed bleeding
They just wont understand, I'm the shell of a broken man; my heart is still freezing
Sometimes it's hard to sleep, my emotions bury me; I lie in my bed bleeding, yeah

Broken thoughts and a tethered mind
Trying to get ahead cause I fell behind
I start seeing red like a dollar sign
I hate the church that just isn't life
Say I'm black but I'm kinda white
Said when a rap the shit kinda tight
In the air off that China white
I'm out the dark I'm trying to find the light
My heart hurts but I'll be alright
My heart burns but I'll be alright
It's hard to act like you normal when you wanna die
I wanna die sometime I just wanna die other days
I wanna live spaced off when I'm in the sky
Ego dead but I survived
Ego dead but I'm alive
Yeah I'm alive feeling right
Cold heart, you know me
I'm in charge rapping nigga
Plus I got bars

Indecision just won't go, they won't leave me alone; why am I still breathing
Sometimes it's hard to sleep, my emotions bury me; I lie in my bed bleeding
They just won't understand, I'm the shell of a broken man; my heart is still freezing
Sometimes it's hard to sleep, my emotions bury me; I lie in my bed bleeding, yeah