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I talk my shit when they f*cking call me a cunt
I live through shitty times like this, bitch I won't run
Someday I might just link up with a nun to have fun
Walk into the church, pray to God, hold no grudge
They said I won't forget and I forgive none
Maybe one day I'm gon' change when I smoke some blunts
Cause my mama always tell me please don't be dumb
And I learned my lesson so these bitches been dumped
Maybe I should really learn how to drink rum
This alcohol shit is really making me dumb
Ain't no singer or no rapper, I just push some buttons
So soon enough you should call me DJ Nun
Might just call up Rachel asking her to give me some
She shook her head and look at me, no no hun
I drink some water then I say okay run
Might end up in a pool doing I don't know what
I should take off to New Jersey with a jet
Maybe f*ck a pussy wet, keep it modest with the dress
Taking V with me, ain't gotta worry bout no plans
Signed to three labels just to take all of them checks
Don't ask me why I'm so greedy with all them checks
I ain't got no bank, I ain't got no checks
Struggle to pay my bills, life is a test
I work so hard for them pennies gotta rest (Take some rest)
I felt at my school all my grades went meh
All my teachers say they sorry cause they can't help with that
They tryna call me stupid without calling me that
Ain't gotta worry cause they ain't gon' hold me flat (Yeah right)
I talk my shit when they f*cking call me a cunt
I live through shitty times like this, bitch I won't run
Someday I might just link up with a nun to have fun
Walk into the church, pray to God, hold no grudge
They said I won't forget and I forgive none
Maybe one day I'm gon' change when I smoke some blunts
Cause my mama always tell me please don't be dumb
And I learned my lesson so these bitches been dumped
Skipping all my lectures after 5
Cause I am just a vibe, Just so I can fly
Remember all my roots are so f*cking fried
You ain't give me time, I just wanna cry(F*ck you)
Telling you a secret I'll be fine
Getting drugged up when I was young, I can't lie
Just so I don't look so odd in a line
I stop the meds just so I can feel fine
She said the sky is blue but that's not the case
Said 1 plus 1 is 2, this ain't no f*cking race
Common f*cking sense for them ain't a real thing
Might just vote for her when she run with her face
I just want the f*cking cheque with my name
Buy a f*cking car just so I won't be late
Paying all my bills so they don't have to wait
This is so cliche but I win the f*cking game (I win)
Irene you should really stop the hate
Ain't posting TikToks more than 3 times a day
Inflation is real and I don't wanna stay
Make my wallet bleed just so I can stop the crave (The rave)
I talk my shit when they f*cking call me a cunt
I live through shitty times like this, bitch I won't run
Someday I might just link up with a nun to have fun
Walk into the church, pray to God, hold no grudge
They said I won't forget and I forgive none
Maybe one day I'm gon' change when I smoke some blunts
Cause my mama always tell me please don't be dumb
And I learned my lesson so these bitches been dumped