Look
Got problems, I don't know how to deal some of my niggas dead and gone
Please don't tell me it's real I gotta keep on pushin', I just pray to God I prevail
I got problems, I don't know how to deal some of my niggas dead and gone
Please don't tell me it's real I gotta keep on pushin', I just pray to God I prevail
I been thuggin' for real
Yeah, my life been kinda f*cked up Now I'm stuck in the field
Too much niggas movin' shady
All these niggas say they love me But deep down they hate me
Some niggas they ain't ride for bro Until he die, that's crazy
These the niggas talkin', I can never let it phase me
I got too much on my plate I gotta fight a case and feed a baby
Nah, I ain't the same ain't get to see my cousin lately
Nigga like my brother, I'm still prayin' for his safety
Hold up, let me vent
Miss mama and papa, hope that heaven's where they went
See my nigga Henry when I open up my eyes
When they told me that you died Endless nights that I cried
Yeah, look
I still feel the pain every night, every week
When someone say your name, every time they make me weak
I be havin' nightmares, not no dreams when I sleep
Look, I remember we was talkin' bout our
Miss miss you, miss miss you
Miss miss you, yeah, I do
I remember we was talkin' bout our dreams
I remember when we copped a pistol with the beam
I remember when we used to kick it with Steven
Bustin' jugs out the V, ran a couple thousand up
Jiggin' with my team, I lost my nigga to a suicide
Every day I wake up askin' why did Tony die
Reminisce about Fetti, seen his mama cry
Damn, I miss my nigga, Nii I'm tryin' hard to fight
I can't help it when these feelings start to overcome me
I'm feelin' anger and that pain, this shit goin' dummy
I don't listen to these bitches when they say they love me
Cause I done seen them bitches leave when I was broke and bummy
They just want some dick and money
Pull up and I skirt off like I'm Ghost
I just want the power and the money, I need both
Shorty do it sloppy, told her that I want it gross
But after we done f*ckin', I just wanna be alone
Miss miss you, yeah, I do
Every time I close my eyes, I see all of the guys
Wish that I could bring back all the times, oh yeah