Jayomega - 2020 Song Cry Lyrics

Let me start out with the first thing
We are not the same; I do not feel like I'm an earthling
Even though I think that I'm amazing
I still feel like I ain't never gonna make it, and that's not even the worst thing
I'm better then 90% of these rappers out too
Crazy how it be the ones closest to you that doubt you
If you ain't got a gimmick them niggas don't care about you
Look at the industry, I can show you what clout do
They're risking their life for a like and I ain't about that
They're gon' dim your light when you're dining like it's the outback
You know they don't like when you're shining they'll try to shade you
And you're just tryna act like it don't phase you
I can't see 'em coming down my eyes and so I gotta make the song cry
It may be that I've been drowned in pride; I haven't done this in a long time
I get the feeling that I missed my shot and I'm just never gonna make it
Or maybe I just never took my shot because I don't know how to take it
I thought I was a head of the game, mount on the wall
I done put my neck on the line for countless of y'all
If you can count on me and my pockets and my deposits
Then why's it that when I need you your sense of counting is off
I know I make it seem like I don't feel a way
I walk around like I don't care what people say
I try to tell myself this every single day
Nobody really gives a f*ck if you're okay
So suck it up and put a smile on your face
Don't ever worry 'bout the miles in the race
Take a breather and just focus on your pace
Don't let these haters try to trick you out your place
I can't see 'em coming down my eyes and so I gotta make the song cry
It may be that I've been drowned in pride; I haven't done this in a long time
I get the feeling that I missed my shot and I'm just never gonna make it
Or maybe I just never took my shot because I don't know how to take it