JayNote - Feel This Way Lyrics

Someone tell if I should fell this way
I'm feeling some type of way
I see n***** out here acting strange
Always talking but never to my face

But I go on everyday
Like everything is ok
Got me riding around contemplating my whole life
Please God let me make it through the day

I'm giving up
Got me smoking two to three times a day living stuck
I don't know what the f*** is up
I'm being blunt
I've been trying to get one up
The gig is up
Out of luck
I never ducked ay
I miss my grandma everyday
I feel the pain
I wish I took more time to go to her place
And I can still see the smile on her face
It's these thoughts on my brain that drive me craz' ay
And I've been out here grinding
Trying to make something out of myself and I know it hurts
But I'm just trying to do something before one of these hating n***** load one up
And try to put me in the dirt

Aye look it never works
I never been cursed
N**** even on my worst day yeah I'm still coming in first
Yeah I never rehearsed none of this
Been 100 since birth
And a hundred n***** crossed us and still aint been in a church

Tell me how I'm supposed to feel
I got a hundred fifty million things on my mind at once
I'm being for real
We aint really got no time to chill

I can't let a n**** get pass me nah
I aint takin no back seat nah
Yall n***** cant catch me

Someone tell if I should fell this way
I'm feeling some type of way
I see n***** out here acting strange
Always talking but never to my face

But I go on everyday
Like everything is ok
Got me riding around contemplating my whole life
Please God let me make it through the day