Jaylii - Self Lyrics

Lifestyle madd crazy
I love Erykah but i don't want to be no bag lady
I admit i haven't taken out the trash lately
That paper chase to get that cash daily got my hands shaky
And i let go of the thought of never making it
Cause making it is only what you make of it
I put myself on so they couldn't take from it
I like it this way i do me ain't no fake in it

And its amazing how i grow so much
Don't give a f*ck what they think so what
Believe me only god i trust
I got faith enough

Believe what you will or you do or don't ya
Life get cold eat you like a vulture
Keep a straight face like a game of poker
I wish i knew what they was hiding tho
So many snakes in the grass got to keep it low
I get so high i'm amazed how i keep it low
You like to smoke i like to pour we like to switch our roles
You like my style i gave you some i had to switch yo clothes
I iced you out told you be lit you had to switch yo hoes
Im glad you got them tho
Cause i don't want to tie you down
I like to see how you behave when i'm not around
Cause thats yo most authentic self don't got to be nobody else

And its amazing how i grow so much
Don't give a f*ck what they think so what
Believe me only god i trust
I got faith enough

I learned that i get what i give
And when i lie i'll be lied to again and again
Until i make a vowel to never do it again
And when its done to me i got to try to forgive
See i grew up i got bars too don't always got to tune up
I smell the flowers out of life i like the tulips
Back then i was young i was foolish
Maybe selfish
I ain't really have to do that like that
Know i hurt people i wish i could take that shit back
But i cant so i got to let it out on the track
Tell it all on the track

And its amazing how i grow so much
Don't give a f*ck what they think so what
Believe me only god i trust
I got faith enough