Jayde - f this Lyrics

I've been trying not to run head first
Into a wall
But I started dropping everything
When you would call
And I don't like to admit that I act
Like this at all
But it's hard to ignore
When I don't sleep anymore

I wish there was a way to explain
The way you've gotten into my brain
I'm just not used to feeling this way
And I think I might be going insane

So f*ck this, dont call
I never really needed you at all
And say less, talk small
Cause I'm afraid of getting too involved

Yeah f*ck this, dont call
I never really needed you at all
And say less, talk small
Cause I'm afraid of getting too involved

I've been trying not to say your name
When I talk
But it's harder when you're taking up
All of my thoughts
People ask me how it's going and
I say its not
Cuz you know I just pretend
That it's already the end

Cause I wish there was a way to explain
The way you've gotten into my brain
I'm just not used to feeling this way
And I think I might be going insane

So f*ck this, dont call
I never really needed you at all
And say less, and talk small
Cause I'm afraid of getting too involved
Yeah f*ck this, dont call
I never really needed you at all
And say less, talk small
Cause I'm afraid of getting too involved

So don't call me don't call me no
No feelings no nothing at all
No don't call me don't call me no
No, no
No,
No,
No,

All i gotta say is f*ck this, dont call
I never really needed you at all
And say less, and talk small
Cause I'm afraid of getting too involved
Yeah f*ck this, dont call
I never really needed you at all
And say less, talk small
Cause I'm afraid of getting too involved

So f*ck this
F*ck this
F*ck this