Jay Saling - My Curse Lyrics

I want my life, want my breath, lost soul my ever-unknowing past
Need to find out life's meaning, need to find the key to unlock secrets in me
Chose past paralyzed, steps undefined, might be lessons learned in life, I don't know if this is the truth
(Falling down)
The blindness of my steps robbed me of my youth, oh no

And this is my curse, It'll never fade away, with every price I pay it remains the same
My curse still grows every day, in this life I'll gain nothing more but pain

Inside my mind it's so unclear, so dim I can't believe it's real, must find the one and the true me
Life's a long journey, still can't find me, it seems to get worse for how hard I try, distress and grief is what I cry
Why does my beloved feel so far away
(Falling down)
Why does my beloved feel so frayed away
(Frayed away)
Oooh

And this is my curse, It'll never fade away, with every price I pay it remains the same
My curse still grows every day, in this life I'll gain nothing more but pain
Oh my curse, It'll never fade away, with every price I pay it remains the same
My curse, still grows every day, in this life I'll gain more pain