jay r - Shallow Lyrics

Heart break in a late night,

Need the park brakes - keep the safe tight,

Bitches acting up - ain't got the stage fright,

She forgot the name - couldn't say it right,

They ain't never wanna see tears,

We emotional and that shit not allowed,

But my Best friend be going through some shit,

Got my brother crying at my mommas house,

It's hard out here with these muthaf*ckas always telling me how I'm supposed to be,

And It's Hard out here tryna chase a dream when I'm always tired getting no sleep,

Wanna ball hard - no sidelines - I ain't tryna get into the nosebleeds,

If you talk hard - and got a foul mouth - then I'll pull up on you giving nosebleeds,

Bad bitch that'll hold me down when the lights dim - I wanna hit that,

And it's f*cked up I only see her when I shut my eye lids and it's pitch black,

Im a loud mouth - but I hate violence - I really want is just to kick back,

But these foul mouth muthaf*ckas wilding - always bragging bout a kick back,

Pull up on that Jersey Life shit,
Don't make it so you heard me twice bitch,

I ain't serving no herbs or spices,
Curving my ass til they learn I'm the nicest,

Snakes in my hair like Medusa (yuh),

Bitch you a mirror i see you through ya (woah),

Smoke in the mirror for when Joe coming near,

Bitch I hate when you leaving - I love when we speaking,

Stupid bitch got me losing focus,

I know that she want me to disappear,

That's that hocus pocus,

Buzzing in my ear just like a locust,

F*cking when she near me on that ho shit,

Dealing with her every year on the most shit,

Fingers crossed behind backs when she told shit,

That shit to me is just regular joe shit,

Tell me whatchu know about that,

Know about holding down the pack,

Know about going for the cat,

Just to end up all alone right back up in your home on the mat,

Tell me whatchu know about love,

Know about getting hella hugs,

Know about feeling high like you up above without using any drugs,

Now tell me whatchu know about really getting none of the above,

Im just tryna be the strong friend,

Posted up like some straw men,

But they ain't even feel the field with me,

And it never pay off when the bond end,

I'm just tryna be the strong friend,

That'll make my cash long then,

Maybe they gon travel long then,

Maybe bae will tag along then,

Maybe I'm gon be allowed in,

Maybe they gon sing it loud then,

I tried swimming - now I'm drowning,

Said I tried swimming now I'm drowning,

Guess I'm just stuck in the shallow end,

Ain't nobody f*ck with the shallow end,

They just tryna f*ck in the shallow end,