Jay Honest - Nightmare Lyrics

Can someone help me?
I'm in a nightmare

But in dark times when we close our minds it's a nightmare
It's a nightmare
When the sun dont shine we loose our lights it's a nightmare
It's a nightmare

When I close my eyes
I wanna say goodbye
I'm livin in a nightmare
Can someone help me out
I've lost family
A couple casualties
I used to cut my wrists until the shit bleeds
I've been down to the point I couldn't get any lower
Can someone pinch me awake
I Just want it to be over
So many demons tellen me that I can't sleep no more
I'm reaching for the bottle now u see me hit the floor
I been trying for so long I'm longing to be better
U said Ud be the one to save me thru the stormy weather
U said u'd be the shoulder call me if u need me now
Now we ain't even together
Where the f*ck r u now
N where were u then
Ain't focused on me when
I needed u the most
I'm Crying deep within
I feel it in my skin
I feel it in my bones
U said ud be the one and now I'm sitting all alone

But in dark times when we close our minds it's a nightmare
It's a nightmare
When the sun dont shine we loose our lights it's a nightmare
It's a nightmare

But in dark times
When i close my eyes
I feel like we together
N u right by my side
N it's a nightmare
Something I can't escape
It started off great now I'm locked in a cage
I feel so trapped
Trying to love another
But seems the more I try-I can't find another lover
I gotta let go of u
Before I can't move on
But it seems I can't move on
So I gotta keep it strong
N I gotta keep my head
High
Been doing it so long
Guess I'm doing it wrong
So I'm smokin the bong
Exhaling stress from missing u it comes out these songs
U were my heaven
Now Santans become my James Bond
I told I would love you
How could u not get it
U say u searching for love
But u just wouldn't let me
I wish the best for u I promise tho I send blessings out
I hope you find someone who's proud enough to hold u down

But in dark times when we close our minds it's a nightmare
It's a nightmare
When the sun dont shine we loose our lights it's a nightmare
It's a nightmare