Jay - GROWING UP Lyrics

I used to come over every weekend
Now it's changed, there's someone else you're seein
I feel the pain, we goin' through some seasons
We both changed, but you didn't have a reason
Uh, look, who would've thought
Bottega jeans and some new shoes, that's all that she want
Got me feelin' lost
Was it worth all the cost?
Comin' to find out I don't need you, like I used to
I don't see you, girl, you're like see-through
Did you forget everything you put me through?
Growin' up's like a story I gotta read through
Ooh, if it isn't over, man, I hope that it's over
You hurt me like I was nothin, but now I'm older
Things seem to change so fast
Growin' up with all my cousins and my Uncle Dan
Yeah, he really was the man
And for my cousins, I don't really get to see them often
Man, I really wish I knew the real them
To all the girls I did wrong
To the parents
I'm sorry that I hurt them
Life's just a mess sometimes, and to be honest
I don't even deserve it
But God gave his one and only son, and now I have a purpose
To be honest
Sometimes I lay alone because I am still hurtin
Every day I try to pray to God so that it won't worsen
So every day I wake up, I know it ain't over yet
And it got hard at times, but I got over it
See you on the other side, cause baby, I'm back again
Ooh, if it isn't over, man, I hope that it's over
You hurt me like I was nothin, but now I'm older
Things seem to change so fast