Jawshhhhhh - silence... Lyrics

Wait the great fam on the beat
Then the room went quiet, head was full of silence
Then my actions got violent
You said you were sorry, I didn't take that as apology
How am I supposed to drown in this bottle of Pink Whitney
How am I supposed to drown in this bottle of Hennessy
You tell me
How am I supposed to like your smile with your pearly white teeth
When you don't smile no more
Guess I'll go pack my shit and leave right out the door
Guess you don't care no more
Just wanna take my time, just wanna take these pills
Guess I will, yes I will
Wanted to put you down at my will, cause that's how I feel
What's the deal, just wanna get rid of your problems
Taking off her bottoms, getting out of Harlem
Just wanna leave my home
Then the room went quiet, head was full of silence
Then my actions got violent
You said you were sorry, I didn't take that as apology
How am I supposed to drown in this bottle of Pink Whitney
How do you not understand me, went on trips with your family
I'll be your lover if I can be, might need to take a Plan B
If you know what I mean
She said I want you inside me me me me me
This shit's messed up now, everything's f*cked how
I don't wanna be here anymore
Stuck in my basement, I can't face it
Drinking till I can't feel it anymore
Life is wasted, everything's faded
I can't be the one you're hoping for
I'm going crazy, everything's changing
I don't wanna be here anymore
Suffering silence, but I'm not crying
Take me off this earth, I'm very sure
Know my answer's been short, I don't care anymore
All these shots that I pour, all the songs I record
Are all about you
They're all about you
All about
They're all about
They're all about you you you you