Javvv - Fantasy World Lyrics

I don't want to feel no more
Sometimes it all feels too real
Other times what I feel feels gone
And I'm gone but my minds still here
Just running in circles
I don't want to hurt you
I'm stuck on this hurdle
And I would run back
But I know that it'd hurt you
Life's full of bliss and I don't deserve you
Some say that I wasted you finding melodies instead of working on making memories
I knew a great dude who was a friend to me, but after money issues became an enemy
Wish I could make this up, can't take it back
He turned on me for a couple bands
I can't imagine what he would've done for stacks
Can't be brother's keeper if he won't be a man
That's old news, you're not indebted
I hope one day one of us forgets it
We can make it up, and fix a severed friendship
But I'm moving on, I can't keep reflecting
Knew a wise man, full of knowledge
Told me one day that when I finished college
I'd be a rockstar, never have a problem
Behind my back, he encouraged gossip
My life's a wreck, and my trust is broke
Stopped loving people, started selling dope
Made good money, but I could never hope
For a better life, so I had to cope
And then I broke down, it's like earth shattered
The money problem didn't seem to matter
The gossip problem didn't seem to matter
And here's the words that I was thinking after
They always said when I was coming up
Live life like like you'll never do it again
And all the bills started running up
Get a job cause you gotta have money to spend
No time to live it up
Might as well give it up, yeah
You're living in a fantasy world kid
It's time to give in
No time to live it up
Might as well give it up, yeah
You're living in a fantasy world kid
It's time to give in
Do you see my pain or do you feel my pain
Don't get it twisted up, it gets messy
Tryna make ends meet and still live dreams but honestly, it gets heavy
Like a little kid on the balcony with a cape on, I'm superman
Until I jump off and feel my leg break and reality starts to sink in
That I'm dreaming
Thinking I'm better than I was last year
I'm still middle-ranked, I'm not last tier but that little boy cried his last tear
Of trying to balance life and what they called a hobby
Promised that I'd never let it stop me
Til sales dropped, and my drops were sloppy
Almost gave up before I sold a copy
They say that dreams come true, they do
But what they say
It ain't about you
It ain't about you
They always said when I was coming up
Live life like like you'll never do it again
And all the bills started running up
Get a job Cause you gotta have money to spend
No time to live it up
Might as well give it up, yeah
You're living in a fantasy world kid
It's time to give in
No time to live it up
Might as well give it up, yeah
You're living in a fantasy world kid
It's time to give in
They say
That dreams come true, they do
But what they say
It ain't about you
It ain't about you