What do you do for a living
Oh you study
What university are you in
What's your major
Oh you left
Are you working now
You gotta a job
Oh you left again
Whats your plan
Tell me about your goal
Oh you gotta dream
Nah dont aim to high
Be realestic
Where do you see yourself in 5 years
I mean you must have a plan
Keep your plan all in need is faith
I wanna see
I wanna be
I wanna feel
I don't wanna see
I don't wanna be
I don't wanna feel anything
I wanna feel seen
I wanna be something someone
I don't want anyone
But i need someone
Maybe the one
I don't need anyone
Only god and me
Is he above me, in me, around me
Is he guiding me
Or the devil fooling me
I think god loves me
I think god hates me
Stuck in between
So i don't do anything
But i can't stop thinking
So am i doing something
Here i go again, i can't stop it
ADD, gemini
Cognitive disonence
I can't choose a side
I can't harmonize between me and i
Maybe i should suicide
Between you and i
I don't wanna die
I don't wanna live
Here i go again
Lost myself again
Paranoid paranoid
But i hide it
Paralyzed paralyzed
Better hide it
They don't wanna see it
Pills don't heal it
Where do i turn to
When i cant feel you
God i'm talking you
Always seeking you
Hope one day i found you
In me, around me, above me
Surround me
Don't you ever leave me when i find you
I'm scared of the light
Yeah you heard it right
Whenever things go right
I feel frieghtend
Undeservang
So i get back to writing
And blaming you
Yeah i m sorry
I just wanna i just wanna
I wanna see
I wanna be
I wanna feel
I don't wanna see
I don't wanna be
I don't wanna feel anything
I wanna feel seen
I wanna be something someone
I don't want anyone
But i need someone
Maybe the one
I don't need anyone
Only god and me
God in me
Guiding me
Guiding me
To what i'm meant to be
Meant to see
Never had any controll of my life
In the grip of the daimon
It used to bug me
Used to make me go crazy
Now i accept me
Every part of me
Hell, im not even criticizng myself like i used to
I'm praising myself like i'm outgh too
Blessings all around im bound too
Be grateful and thank you
Be faithful and trust you
I'm destined to be the wounded healer
Forgive my braindead deamenor
But i'm feeling better
Far stronger than ever
Yeah i still shiver and jitter
When i relize im the killer the monster
When they make me feel like a stranger
At least now i can deal with these thoughts faster than i ever did before
At least now i got a reason to go for more
At least now i know who im to the core
No one can tell me shit or where do i fit
I can,t tell you shit or where do you fit
I ain't no prophet i just do what i see fit
You live it your way
I will live it my way
Tell me your story
I will tell you mine
I can feel your presence
Can you feel mine
I can heal your illness
Can you heal mine
You live it your way
I will live it my way
Tell me your story
I will tell you mine
I can feel your presence
Can you feel mine
I can heal your illness
Can you heal mine