Jas Paul - Auto-Manic Lyrics

I felt betrayed
Isolated, I almost lost my way
I remember who was down there with me
Back when I felt alone please don't call up my phone
So many bad decisions, I feel so stupid
Turned me into the bad guy, we won't talk bout what you did
Drove me crazy so I swerved
Now I'm the bad guy I'm unnerved

I've been too stressed out
I'm tapped out
I've had it
My psyche crushed now
Too much now
I'm manic
My mind ain't functioning I'm moving automatic
Same time I'm crushing it
Stuck in bad habits
Stuck in bad habits
I've been too stressed out
I'm tapped out
I've had it
My psyche crushed now
Too much now
I'm manic
My mind ain't functioning stuck in bad

Stuck in my ways
D-day coming too soon and I'm still chasing these K's
My shoes wearing out too
And I'm too focused on blues
Life hit me in waves
Day is at its end but bills are still due
Early morning kinda flu
Can't stop chasing this money but money can skew
See I'm sick of the chase this place feels so negative
You know the hell of it, I feel so primitive
I'm making decisions that don't seem to keep me intelligent
I'm panicking
Homegirl asked me if I'm okay, told her that I'm managing
She said Paul I swear I pray for you because you're handling
Everything that life has thrown at you
See you're a candidate
Told my sister's I'll do it and I can't turn back
I won't fall to the numbers no I can't pay VAT
Statistics got the wrong one and I'm not good with that
I've got the world on my shoulders and I'm just good with that

I've been too stressed out
I'm tapped out
I've had it
My psyche crushed now
Too much now
I'm manic
My mind ain't functioning I'm moving automatic
Same time I'm crushing it
Stuck in bad habits
Stuck in bad habits
I've been too stressed out
I'm tapped out
I've had it
My psyche crushed now
Too much now
I'm manic
My mind ain't functioning stuck in bad

Thought the grass was greener they lied
I've seen on the other side
I'm learning to love what is mine
But first I must humble my pride