Pressure Video (MV)

Yeah
You won't believe how long I had this sample man
Almost two years
And I just came across it again
Decided to cook it up at night
Yeah, yeah
Love the pain and smoke away the past
I can feel depression coming back
So I'm writing raps put the beats on blast
Driving in the city round 7PM I gotta get these demons off my ass uh
Battling my thoughts I got so much to say
Stuck in my room feeling like there's no escape
Stuck in the city where people easily decay
Trapped in this cycle in my mind I start to break
I can't be the only one that is stuck in this hell
I'm getting weaker everyday how can I prevail?
Sometimes I fear of never escaping my cycle
End up like most people and saying alex well that's life though
I promised myself that I'm breaking out of this shell
I want to the best version of myself
God is my idol and music is my destiny
I know this was meant for me
He was there for me cared for me
I did lose my ways but bare with me
I look back the person that I became and I got scared for me
I fell back but I bounce back I'm right back let's go
I look back and I write that, I lay tracks can't fold
My heart cold, my heart froze, this time they won't get close
I suffer much, I don't give a f*ck, I still will give them gold
I made this beat at night so I can let loose and vent
Computer and a mic and piece of paper and pen
Let me express
I'm closing this chapter and moving onto the next
And make music for the ones who are depressed
Everyday step by step
Times I was a mess
Times I would still neglect
And forget how much I am blessed
Since a child I was born in the dark
Ever since my heart broken apart
Glad cause' I am reaching to the stars
I chose to swim with the sharks
I'm going hard
Most people hating behind bars
Let them rot as I'm going far
I fear to be a f*ck up
So I know I need to go up
Pain I gotta suck up
Motherf*cker watch my glow up
Punch in on the clock see me show up
Dreams calling me everyday so I had to grow up