Jaron - Toxic Waste Lyrics

I need to search inside myself
See what I can see
I ain't ate in like 24 I need mental clarity
Don't need no one to cherish me
I'll be who you to scared to be
I got too many things that I'm dealing with to just let you carry me

I chase myself up in a circle but still keep running into problems
I got this chip upon my shoulder and all this pain that's hard to swallow

Got this heart that's full of poison
I Got this brain that's full of hollow

Plus you just run away from me the same way I done ran away from college
I promise

You ain't shit
Tryna slide out the back door
You ain't slick

Couple hoes in my call log who ain't stick
Had a couple broken hearts that
You ain't fix but

I guess you not a mechanic
Deal with your damage
And do me satanic

I cannot manage
You don't speak my language
Like I don't know Spanish
I'm not from this planet

But I won't send negative vibes
Only gone wish you the best
Though you put a crowd in my mind
And you left a hole in my chest
I thought that you were Devine
But you just gone make me depressed
(F*ck I ain't write the rest)

You run my mind I hope you're happy with yourself
You make me wish I wasn't trapped inside this hell
I never knew that love had repercussions
But now I know so thank you for your lesson
You made me think I lost my worth in my ego
Don't want to fight but you gone start so here we go
I never thought a curse would be a blessing