Jaree 10k - Weight of the World Lyrics

I wish I knew what I know now
Before the paper I was down and out
Before I could walk I had to crawl
Live life like no tomorrow
Lately I been feeling numb
And I can't feel no pain cause I got used to it
I just wanna win cause I'm tired of loosing
They know I'm bouta blow like a time bomb
Spend a 100 racks on diamonds
Cause when it's my time imma shine
Hop on a plane fly away no destination
Gotta put my faith in god
Ain't talking to satan
Scoot told me just to follow the plan and imma make it
T told me i ain't gotta be meek
But them dreams keep chasing
I get the most love from strangers
Some day 1s turned to haters
Lately I been scared to catch a flight
Don't wanna die like a laker
When I'm slidin in the hood it ain't on safety
I told my mom I'll make it out
I can't let a f*ck nigga... take me out
Sold out shows across the world I'm on the way
I had no options I could choose from
This the only choice to make
I know I'm good now but I'm destined for great
Why would I wanna wait In line
I want food now nigga pass me my plate
Only a few gon understand how I feel
No baseball game
But I got some angels In the outfield
And they rooting for me
My black life matter and they lootin for me
I know some niggas wit extendos and they shooting for me
Feel like I got the weight of the world on my back
And I lost a couple loved ones they ain't coming back
This is what I do for them living in this life of sin
And im tryna make it good turn them losses into wins
I wish I knew what I know now
Before the paper I was down and out
Before I could walk I had to crawl
Live life like no tomorrow
Lately I been feeling numb
And I can't feel no pain cause I got used to it
I just wanna win cause I'm tired of loosing
They know I'm bouta blow like a time bomb
Spend a 100 racks on diamonds
Cause when it's my time imma shine