My mind is a trap
That I set for myself
Building bridges
To follow down to hell
It's so easy
To deceive me
How did I get this way
I know what I need to do but
I do what I don't want to
How did I get this way
Sometimes I feel there is a meaning to life
Other times it seems we're all just
Waiting and wanting and waiting and wanting wanting waiting to die
They're noble goals or I suppose
We all just follow our roles
We're baited we're biding we're biding we're baited, into biding our time
It was a choice and I made it
There is no turning back but I'm
Turning and trying and turning and trying to be turning away
I'm full of shame and I hate it
But it's lies that hold me back
I'm running I'm crawling I'm running I'm crawling I'm running today
I don't want to be here any more
I don't want to be me any more
I just want to be like you, have always meant me to
It's a TRAP I SET MY SELF