It's hard to be right about superstition
And part of me doubts my own witness
But there's no shame to play the hand your given
It's always good to just know your limits
I read all the drug facts on erowid.com
For all the time I've spent I haven't learned much at all
I know my body my mind and source
But I hate that my decisions are always effecting yours
Now I can't even go to the grocery store
Or a work a Monday night without feeling f*cking sore
It's not like I need to always have my fun
It's just that these side effects include massive life dysfunction
And it's hard to make any final decisions
It's hard to look back from this distance
It's hard to walk around without arising suspicion
Hard to build a bridge across this division
But if I could I swear I'd be that girl I want
No fear of death because I'm so eager to haunt
And if I could I swear that I would never die
Until I know for sure I'd wake up in a different life
Be the same girl in a different life
Be the same girl
In a different life