Perspective receding
My prospects deceiving
What's the use of toiling on
When the reason to go on is gone?
My hopes have been shattered
There's nothing that matters
The slings and arrows wear me down
There's no use in swimming, let me drown
What if I just disappeared?
Where would I go from here?
What if I just went away?
Would anyone have wanted me to stay?
Why should I keep fighting
When sleep is (so) inviting?
The bourne from which no one returns
Is better than the pain that burns
This pain has me reeling
I long for not feeling
The absence of all fear and pain
Is a lure I won't resist again
What if I just disappeared?
Because there's nothing to keep me here
What if I just went away?
Because I can't see a reason to stay