Jamesy. - Loser Lyrics

Okay I'm tired of feelin worthless
But name someone that's perfect
I been feelin like I'm really doing good
One mistake and I can see my family hurtin
Like do you think I disappoint on purpose?
Do you think it make me glad?
I wish I could change to another person
But I can't
I ain't finna think like that
I been thinkin maybe
I should stop this rappin
But realize that is all that makes me happy
I been feelin like I should just lose my phone
But I don't think that
I could lose contact with
All these people that is lookin up to me
They'd be wondering like what is up with me
If they knew that I was feelin worse than them
I wonder if anyone would f*ck with me

Okay I'm feelin like a loser
Drug abuser
Don't wanna love her
Don't wanna lose hee
I'll smoke this whole pack
It make my tooth hurt
I know that lies kill
Sometimes the truth worse

From now on just the truth is bein spoke
I been all the way asleep but now I'm woke
I be feelin like my life a cheesy joke
Now I'm cryin got me chokin
Up these notes
I just wanna say I'm sorry
That's a fact
To my step mom, to my mom, and to my dad
Cause all these years been actin like an ass
Gettin money from ya just to buy a sack
Feelin just like James a waste of space
Feelin like my head a different place
I be wondering how long this boutta take
To get my life on track and save the day
I be thinkin now's the time I needa grow
I don't think I really got no time to wait
Cause I'm feelin like I'll die by 25
By OD or homicide at this rate

Okay I'm feelin like a loser
Drug abuser
Don't wanna love her
Don't wanna lose her
I'll smoke this whole pack
It make my tooth hurt
I know that lies kill
Sometimes the truth worse