How did I get here (Get here)
Lost sight of the man I was
Disabled by my fears (My fears)
I'm struggling to accept my flaws
So tell me you want me
And tell me you love me
So I can still run from myself
But this isn't working
My heart is still hurting
Outsourcing for love
I'm no controller
I gave her my self worth (Ah yeah)
Now that it's over
I don't know where to go (Where to go)
One minute I hate it then wanna be with it
I'm feeling emotional
She did what she did and she said she ain't mean it
But I took it personal
I'm willing to love yet again and that's honestly how I've felt
But how can I love someone else when I don't even love myself
One minute I hate it then wanna be with it
I'm feeling emotional
She did what she did and she said she ain't mean it
But I took it personal
I'm willing to love yet again and that's honestly how I've felt
But how can I love someone else when I don't even love myself
Change is a process (Process)
It never comes overnight
I see it's not simple
Like some of my issues
Tryna get it all right (Get it all right)
I'm tryna find somebody else
So I don't have to see myself
In ways I never wanted to
But maybe now my time is due
People pleasing I cannot
A prisoner of my own thoughts
Questioning what I'm about
I'm battling with all my doubts
Blowing in the wind
And chasing after friends
No wonder I've been brought down
Cuz I've had to pretend
I smile on the surface
Unhappy from within
My self worth and connection
I lost it in the end
One minute I hate it then wanna be with it
I'm feeling emotional (Ooooh)
She did what she did and she said she ain't mean it
But I took it personal (Ah Yeah)
I'm willing to love yet again and that's honestly how I've felt (That's how I felt)
But how can I love someone else when I don't even love myself (Myself)
One minute I hate it then wanna be with it
I'm feeling emotional (Emotional)
She did what she did and she said she ain't mean it
But I took it personal (Ah Yeah)
I'm willing to love yet again and that's honestly how I've felt (How I've felt)
But how can I love someone else when I don't even love my
I'm willing to love yet again
And that's honestly how I've felt
But how can I love someone else
When I don't even love myself