Yeah James
Yeah James
Give me a reason to stay
Don't wanna hold you too close knowing it's only related to space
Covered in wounds doubt that you notice
I can't have you thinking I'll break
Barely immune separate from hoping
But it'll never show in my face
I got addicted to solitude tryna be more than okay
Don't even think that I rocked with you I was just friendly in case
Based off the silence between us I guess you was feeling the same for real
Thats crazy
Oh my God I'm so tired
Over it's only a phase
Learning to go with the waves
Stead of the misery after the pain
Tryna accept all the change
Stead of me wishing on what it could be
Dreaming ain't gave me a thang
So I started dealing with being awake
Rarely I claim to be artist I rather just simply create
Lately I'm candy coat honest till I get writing away
Being more spiritually solid the only thing I wanna chase of late
Nobody coming and saving me
Lost all my ties before
I might not open up please don't take it personal
Thoughts on mind been feeling more out of my control
Give me a reason to stay around
Ain't really into the chase
Don't even know what I'm making now
I just been flowing away
What'd be point me faking now
Imma just say what I'm thinking
I need you closer than you know for real yeah
Working so much keep me busy but can't keep me out of my head
Ain't tryna work till I'm fifty
But right now I'm barely ahead
For dinner had ramen and bread
Acting like I never think about ex
If you hear is this I wish you the best
Shoulda been me but he's decent I guess
As of recent y'all met at least from distance it seems you invested
Must be the season I guess
Cuffing him ain't gonna help you forget me
Sorry my ego's been hurting just knowing he touching you plenty
That's crazy
Barely I post ain't been on socials for months till get I free
Moving on always get messy
Hate I'm attached to the memories still
Making me doubt how I made you feel
Maybe this come with the twenties
Happy until I get envy
Satisfied till I feel empty
My eyes close breathing real slowly been helping me gently
Time moves stop for nobody just like you had did me
Im fooled thought we work till you started to test me
Loving has always me finessed me
Never thought you would need less me
Lost all my ties before
I might not open up please don't take it personal
Thoughts on mind been feeling more out of my control
Give me a reason to stay around
Ain't really into the chase
Don't even know what I'm making now
I just been flowing away
What'd be point me faking now
Imma just say what I'm thinking
I need you closer than you know for real yeah