When I look back at my past I find that I begin to get jittery
Nervously I cut myself to come back from this bad dream of pain
My own fantasy, dead reality
I found myself alone in this cruel world
It's been so long since I've felt so strong
When I wake up my nightmare becomes love
I know I fear that good things won't come
Turn off the sun
Darkness feels good
Turn me off too
Darkness hides truth
It's been so long since I've felt so strong
When I look back at my past I find that I begin to get jittery
Nervously I cut myself to come back from this bad dream of pain
My own fantasy, dead reality