James Garcia - girl that left Lyrics

What's wrong with me this time
I thought that everything was fine
Till you opened a broken door again
Why are you blaming me
There's nothing left to see
Every time I see you you're out of your mind
The world is a twisted place we all live in
I feel all the pain, but I will not give in
I know that there's something more to learn in this life
Most friends are liars, others just pretend
Once they all use you it's hard for the pain to end
So maybe
This is where the story ends
I have some feelings for the girl that left
And all my friends try to ghost me again
Even though they put me through this pain
I don't know who there is to blame
Why is it hard for my feelings to change
When just last year it took a couple of days
If you lied I'll shut my feelings down early
Cause I think you were never worthy of me
Meanwhile, I'm stuck in this house
Writing a song about you
You will never know the feelings I had
Is it too late to fix everything we created
I guess you don't want to fix it
Cause you haven't called me back
Why am I nervous
You don't deserve this
Our lives are so different, yet they're the same
Blocked your number on my phone
Now i don't think of you
Anymore
Anymore
I have some feelings for the girl that left
And all my friends try to ghost me again
Even though they put me through this pain
I don't know who there is to blame
Why is it hard for my feelings to change
When just last year it took a couple of days
If you lied I cannot say I'm sorry
I'm already home
I hated that party
I have some feelings for the girl that left
And all my friends try to ghost me again
Even though they put me through this pain
I don't know who there is to blame
Why is it hard for my feelings to change
When just last year it took a couple of days
If you lied I cannot say I'm sorry
I'm already home
I hated that party