The Jalopies - Under Suspicion Lyrics

Boarding the train for the last time
I could blow it if I am not careful
Never operated on the big time before
Never paid attention to the views of the lawful.
I've felt very free, I've felt very special
I've pondered if all this could pass
I've thought to myself I was above concern
I believed it would always last
But now I
Have to be careful
I'm under suspicion
Every move watched
Every high sensation
Or am I reaching conclusions
That may not be true?
Do I worry over nothing?
Wondering about you?
Oh, how you came into my life
And now my conscience is dividing
Should I tell you of my other world
And hope for understanding?
If you love me as you say you do
Then perhaps you could see
But you love me for what you think I am
And not what I can be
And so I
Have to be careful
I'm under suspicion
Every move watched
Every high sensation
Or am I reaching conclusions
That may not be true?
Am I worrying over nothing?
Will my past come to view?
Locked away by an old key
Lies the truth of my identity
And when I lose it, you'll be there
Finally made aware.
(Now darling...)
What would you say today
If I asked you to run away (with me)?
To try to get out from under
The suspicion that makes you wonder.