Don't ask me why I left ya
Left me long before I bailed
Was never with your methods
Was you ever really there?
You spoke not one real sentence
Gave me prison fairy tales
Every service in the septic
This is my confession
I don't do deconstruction
I refine what I believe
And when I ask you questions
Why you turn into police?
You treat me like a leper
I treated you like royalty
But my voice is my new weapon
I'm tight with Son of Heaven
So I ghosted, ghosted you
I ghosted, ghosted you
Jumped ship for oceans, oceans blue
My heart was so broken, broke in two
I forgive you and now I know I do
So I ghosted, ghosted you
Don't ask me why I left ya
Left me long before I bailed
Was never with your methods
Was you ever really there?
You spoke not one real sentence
Gave me prison fairy tales
Every service in the septic
This is my confession
I don't do deconstruction
I refine what I believe
And when I ask you questions
Why you turn into police?
You treat me like a leper
I treated you like royalty
But my voice is my new weapon
I'm tight with Son of Heaven
So I ghosted, ghosted you
(Jumped ship and I won't jump back
Jumped ship and I won't jump back)
Jumped ship for oceans, oceans blue
(My soul was your favorite snack
My soul was your favorite snack)
My heart was so broken, broke in two
(Forgive me, i hope you can)
(Forgive me, I hope you can)
I forgive you and now I know I do
So I ghosted, ghosted you
I gotta be careful not come off accusatory
But this my third take, homie and you should know me
And though my trauma ain't penning, the ink is gory
You can Cue the accusations, I'll cue the story
Hard truths for chile gambino, a Redbone
Hard headed people always end up as headstones
A Pharisee's a gun and its ammo is flesh toned
Love keeps calling But you dropped in the dead zone
I took a joyride and I became a killjoy
An ill boy. Valley Prison bussin' is well known
A valley is a gun and its ammo is gem stones
Love keeps calling but you dropped in the dead zone
I carried my trauma. Took it to the end zone
God says He loves you, why you lock him in friend Zone?
Love keeps calling but you dropped in the dead zone
I carried my trauma. Took it to the end zone
God says He loves you, why you lock him in friend Zone?
Love keeps calling but you dropped in the dead zone
You hung up
Unsung hero of tough love
You duck love
Goose step knowing you're f___ed up
Perpetuate it for generations
I unplug
Aux cord steady, I'm ready, so buck up
Let's settle it. This rap will uncover some dum dums
The pettiness of pew poppers at function
Remember when they who'll not be named came in
You disliked their whole name and you blamed them
While praising a member who committed the same sin
You gave the vibe they could never be saved when
Erryone and Jesus be lovin' some Raymond
What's your life like? Mad at the world cause you're aging?
I'm not heretical, I just filled in your parenthetical
You can't predict me I'm not a stock evangelical
Start a bless me club and queue the lights for the spectacle
Buncha 'Yes men' quoting testaments with no testicles
Doo doo butter is your ideal spread
It goes on any party member that you wished would be dead
It goes on anybody who might have a different lens
After all, "These unbelievers, we're much better than them"
It goes on red or blue states but the choice is obvious
It goes on white or black skin. Whoever be starting it
It goes on the unemployed whom you deem the faultiest
But you put it on Jalon and now your grave is bottomless
ALL HAIL THE SNOBBIEST KNOBS OF THE POPULACE
THE SLOPPIEST SLOBS AT THEIR JOBS OF SHOWING GODLINESS
ALWAYS FOND OF DARK AGES, PEEP THE TARDINESS
STAY GHOSTIN' THE CARDIO, BUT CROSSES ON THE CARDIGAN
I write with conviction and not with opulence
I write to a populace with no common sense
So what if we profitin' others must marvel it
Dear westworld you deserve the apocalypse
'merica busts a cap in it's exhausted occupants
Pulpits preach violence, and colosseums flock to it
Corporations and 9 to 5 try to box us in
Yesterday's empire is today's conglomerates
Lord, forgive this people
A church of desert eagles
We be chasing paper
When the matter be fecal
Forgive us Lord, we overly legal
And picking sides over needles
Bitterness is the injection that's lethal
Forgive us for suit and ties
So that others feel unequal
Forgive us for suit and ties
And not tryna be see-through
I Somersault to survive
Hoping I never see you
I Somersault to remind
Childhood is the secret
My fate is cosigned by His pen though
Does trauma take the Dub in the end? That's a N-O
God so loved the world. An irrefutable MO
Love keeps calling but you dropped in the dead zone