Jakeypoo - Mr. Sun Lyrics

Why do I waste my time complaining to myself
About everything that I don't like
As minutes turn to hours I watch everything pass by
With eyes wide open I'm desperately hoping
I'll find some relief from this thinking

Hello again Mr. Sun
Have you missed me?
I see that you're peering through my window
And I know you're just trying to get this through to me

But I won't accept your offer
Of begging me to go to sleep

I'll shut you out
And don't you come out again
I never said that I was done
Arguing with me

I guess I have
Lost all sense of who I thought I was long ago
I keep myself awake in the hopes of finding clarity
I feel so dark that light itself can't keep me company
I'm feeling dead
All over again

How much longer will it take
Of me to pretend that everything's okay
When this reality has already been set for me
How can I ever make it out alive

And free from this slavery?
'Cause I've stumbled into a life I believed I could carry all alone on my own two feet

Did I say that I was done
Arguing with me?

I guess I have
Lost all sense of who I thought I was long ago
I keep myself awake in the hopes of finding clarity
I feel so dark that light itself can't keep me company
I'm feeling dead
All over again

This weight has become too
Heavy for myself and the people I love
That beg to see greatness rise in me

I'm sick of lying in my bed not knowing who I am or
Where I want to be
I used to believe in myself
And now I feel like I'm nothing