Winter (feat. Wayward) Video (MV)

Take me out of this winter
Frozen souls shiver
Dreaming bout warmth
But I'm a cold-blooded killer
Death is all around me
Winter's always deadly
Guess I'm destined just to be
Loved and still lonely
Two years lost. Wind the
Clocks. Time is gone. Heart
Breaks, stopped. All the little
Things seem important in a
Real way. Believe me when
I say I love you to this day
But how did I ever get this
Way? I didn't even notice
When my heart lost focus
When depression swept
Through me like an ocean
Wave. It paved the course
For the way I thought
Acted and prayed. Slowed
The days down to seconds
I couldn't wait for shit to
Change or rearrange for
The better this winter
Weather froze me in time
Together with my issues
Pressed together like new
Beaus. Just give me the
Booze and leave me alone
I'm through. I feel tired like
I can't carry on. There's
Something to live for but
I don't remember what it
Was. All the questions that
Are burning inside my brain
"Why and how long and what
For, will this ever change?" Seem
To anchor me into the
Ground. I scream no sound
I dream and now I wake to
Find out I'm right back where
I started, counting seconds
Wish I was counting years away
Hell, if I could I'd just erase
This pain away. Pause. Life is
Precious, I know this, but damn
I feel lifeless when I express my
Conscience thoughts like this I
Wanna do better, get up and start
To live again with her. Embrace
Her and kiss her, and give her
Love like I used to, but shit, I'm
All out. All out of the feelings, that
Make me come alive, I've come
To lie like we all do. Slow motion
Spiral life blurs inside my eyelids
Take it away, just please
Take me out of this winter
Frozen souls shiver
Dreaming 'bout warmth
But I'm a cold-blooded killer
Death is all around me
Winter's always deadly
Guess I'm destined just to be
Loved and still lonely
Still trying to remember
What it felt like two years
Ago December when we
Were married in winter
Flurries. Life was so good
Weren't we happy together
Wasn't I a different man than
I see before me? Truthfully I
Doubt that things will ever
Get better trapped in this winter
Weather forever dying slowly
So lonely. I'm just a man, not a
Hero like Tony. I'm not made
Of iron, man, I'm just flesh and
Bloody. Pause. Life is precious
I know this, but damn I feel
Lifeless when I express my
Conscience thoughts like this
Drown in dark waters so hard
To swim out of. Can I pull
Myself up, climb out, run
Back to my love? Is this me
Frozen soul, I shiver
Depression is raging like a
Soul crushing river. Guess
I'm here, I won't pretend. The
River's calling but still can you
Take me out of this winter
Frozen souls shiver
Dreaming 'bout warmth
But I'm a cold-blooded killer
Death is all around me
Winter's always deadly
Guess I'm destined just to be
Loved and still lonely
Take me out of this winter
Frozen souls shiver
Dreaming 'bout warmth
But I'm a cold-blooded killer
Death is all around me
Winter's always deadly
Guess I'm destined just to be
Loved and still lonely